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yes, tv, yes, tinnitus, yes, clutter, yes, sleeping on the couch, yes, pain in the neck, yes, missing company, yes, missing sharing, yes, talking to myself, yes, loneliness, yes, not much moved since the last entry... though tonight i spent a couple of hours moving stuff around... the stuff is screaming through the silence... or is that loneliness... tough to tell over the tinnitus...

tv tv la la la la tv

what's that song?... roly poly something... earthworms... also something else... fishheads... yeah, dr demento... and tv, of course, tv to keep the mind distracted from the sleep it craves cuz there's the illusion of sharing on the screen, in the ears, in the eyes, in the mind...

how about you? :}

air conditioner season

it's air conditioner season again... the one in this apartment is not as loud as the one in the last apartments and it does not share a wall with my bedroom and the air vents are not totally uncomfortably placed like the last place, so when it is on (which isn't that often since i like the heat so 80 degrees is usually good for me, i mean, the body is 98.6, after all), it's not that instrusive as background noises go... the tv, on the other hand, has returned as the primary background noise...

libbo likes tv, sometimes

i used to watch heroes on monday night... before i started playing softball and gave up tv... recently, i plugged the tv back in (you may have heard, it was in all the newspapers)... but the channel that has heroes does not come in clearly at all... it doesn't matter much, since i am out playing softball a couple of nights a week... tonight i got home early and watched the end of chuck, which reminded me of a show about a guy with nanobots inside, jake 2.0... and though the picture is terrible, memory smiles at the simple escape heroes was for a while... save the cheerleader and save the world... i loved watching the cheerleader run... ah, silly libido :)

the picture isn't good enough to actually enjoy watching, but listening, the story seems pretty much the same as it was that first season i watched... and then another show, seems odd, so anybody ever watch medium out there?...

tv

the tv is on again... i'm not sure how it happened, or when, even, the thing just plugged itself in and turned itself on... i think it even bought it's own antenna... oh, those tvs can be so tricky...