suc suk fuc fuk cluc cluk

sex everywhere, nearly naked people smiling knowingly, you know, knowingly, and all the maturity is nothing but repression, righteous death of the senses, as if that's a good thing... maybe some delusion of a life after death in some skybox is enough for most everybody else (or so they've like us to believe, dumb hypocrits, as if they aren't naked in their lies), but i'll take the sex (but which scantilly clad nubile toned body is not just teasing, liars all) and sensory pleasure in this life cuz why else be alive... you don't want to enjoy the physical, just die and get wherever it is you think you're going...

stop being background noise in your own life...

the news is sick

every now and then i forget why i don't watch the news, or maybe i just fall asleep for a bit in front of the tube and wake to find the news on and the emotional nasuea soon follows because, after all, it's about people...

i mean, human people...

and you know the foolish trouble they can cause...

i'm not sure if misery really loves company, but i am pretty sure humans love misery... miserable species, those humans...

can i go home now?...

wishing i was somewhere there again...

missing music, not more than ever, but at least more today than yesterday...

not sure about tomorrow, but still love ya, ya know...

i didn't even notice

the fireworks this year...

is verizon really better?

or is it just more communist propaganda?...

air conditioner season

it's air conditioner season again... the one in this apartment is not as loud as the one in the last apartments and it does not share a wall with my bedroom and the air vents are not totally uncomfortably placed like the last place, so when it is on (which isn't that often since i like the heat so 80 degrees is usually good for me, i mean, the body is 98.6, after all), it's not that instrusive as background noises go... the tv, on the other hand, has returned as the primary background noise...

meaningful nothing

life is full of noise and most of it is background noise... you decide what is meaningful to you and focus on that and that becomes the noise that matters to you... but from far away, like outer space or somewhere like heaven, it's all background noise...

think about it...